Sunday, July 25, 2010

Falling In Love

Have you ever falling in love?


Ah, simple questions. It’s not hard to answer. Most of you (especially girls) will answer : Yes, I have.


Now I ask you. Are you sure you are falling in love? If someone ask this question, perhaps I can be speechless. Why? Because sometimes, I won’t sure with my feels. When I feel ‘something unusual’ to a male, I never believe with my self. 
In the first time, I make my self sure that I just like to see his face. But after a while, I think I get a crush on him. Next, when I’m getting closer to him, I will think that maybe I’m falling in love. When he hurt my heart, I think He is my only one love that can makes me cry. When he is getting far, I think he just  a fool who ever comes into my life. When I’m in the process to forget him, I keep saying on myself that I don’t love him anymore. When I get crush with other male (but haven’t forget him yet) I will think that He just used to be my crush, and my love are this new boy.


So..... the point is, me, as a typical teenager girl, always changed my mind and doesn’t understand what is the meaning of love. 






Someone ever said this to me “ You will know when you falling in love when you feel it” 
But how can I know if I still can make a different between love and crush? Until this second I have ever feel something to some boys. And honestly I don’t know which one of them are my love and which one of them just my another crush. 
 People said that when you falling in love, you will stalk him secretly. I do it, too! But in the same time I can cry a lot when listening to the some which can reminds me about my last ‘love’ 


Is it any wrong with me or is it just usual another teen’s attitude?

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